You know why people cut? Because it’s a distraction. For a moment you don’t feel all the pain, the loss, the hurt. All you feel is the razor going into your skin, the blood dripping down your arm, leg, stomach. You don’t think about how alone you are or how fat and ugly you are. You don’t think about the way people talk about you behind you back. You don’t think about how you’re family fight and you’re friends hate you.All you think about is the blood.And the addicting part? Well that’s when all the hurt and pain comes back. When the cut isn’t fresh and you feel the build up of sadness and loneliness inside you. So you do it again deeper so the pain will be delayed longer.So you physically make the pain worse so the pain on the inside decreases. It’s the only way to control it.Eccendesiast 'a person who fakes a smile'Tumblr (3.0; @lostanddrowning)http://lostanddrowning.tumblr.com/My best friend found my tumblr, I really don't want anyone it real life to see my blog, reblog in you understand, whats on tumblr stays on tumblr.http://lostanddrowning.tumblr.com/post/35495844256http://lostanddrowning.tumblr.com/post/35495844256Sun, 11 Nov 2012 12:49:27 -0500coping.<p>I&#8217;m new to tumblr but someone has recommended it as a good way for people who suffer in self harming like me, i hope it becomes my outlet of feelings and problems . maybe just to be able to talk freely without being judged.</p>http://lostanddrowning.tumblr.com/post/35495777161http://lostanddrowning.tumblr.com/post/35495777161Sun, 11 Nov 2012 12:48:31 -0500"Life is very short, and theres no time for fussing and fighting, my friend."“Life is very short, and theres no time for fussing and fighting, my friend.”<br/><br/> - <em><blockquote> <p><strong>The Beatles</strong></p> </blockquote></em>http://lostanddrowning.tumblr.com/post/35495272394http://lostanddrowning.tumblr.com/post/35495272394Sun, 11 Nov 2012 12:41:32 -0500